It has been an incredible and long journey. The last month of my adventure went by quickly and ended abruptly. There is so much I wanted to share, but honestly I was burnt out. Maybe one day this fall I will be able to come back on here and post about some of the experiences that I feel further defined my experience, such as my international food experiences (German, Italian, and Palestinian), exploring Yu Garden, shopping at the fake market, street food basics, my business English tutoring job with Endress and Hauser (yeah the Swiss company!), visiting Pudong and Xiantiandi, and more cool international stuff. I hope you can forgive me for delaying in my closing blog post. Between finishing up classes and preparing for the next step, June barely seemed like more than a few days.
So June went by faster than I could have imagined. I was unable to take the trip to Nanjing as I had hoped. Unfortunately my course load caught up to me and I had 6 presentations and 5 finals I had to begin preparing for throughout the month. Reminder, I had signed up for 7 courses. It is my sincerest suggestion that regardless of where you study or how many hours you are required to take in your semester abroad, avoid taking more than 5 courses. You may recall from one of my earlier posts, I needed to take 15 hours of business credits this spring. I ended up with six 2-hour courses and one 3-hour course, totally 15 hours. Throughout the semester, this was manageable. However, finals and final presentations struck and I’m fortunate to have made it out with any hair left on my head.
The tricky thing about my in-class experience came from the fact that I was in courses with 80-90% full-time Chinese students and most of the grades were set to bell curves. Let me explain the dynamics in a typical Chinese classroom. Rule #1: the professor is right and holds the utmost authority. To challenge a professor is absolutely unheard of in these settings. If you have a question, you ask the TA and professor-student relationships are rare and culturally discouraged. Rule #2: Additional outside work is absolutely necessary for success. Let me tell you, the stereotypes surrounding the outstanding Chinese work ethic are well-deserved. These students did far beyond anything we exchange students deemed necessary; studying from almost the beginning of the course, downloading test banks to help prepare, and other forms of preparation that to me and many other exchange students seemed like complete overkill. As it turns out, this approach is not only necessary to succeed, but expected by professors. Rule #3: Because of Rule #1, the professor has every right to throw a curve ball final and/or assign you any grade he/she chooses. I won’t go on a rant about this, but it is important to note that racism is much more culturally prevalent and unlike in the US, professors have a very small sense of accountability to student satisfaction. So be respectful: go to class, do your homework, and prepare. Tackling the Chinese education system can be terrifying, and last minute studying is really not suggested.
Needless to say, these observations came from much trial and error. There are many things I would do differently if given the opportunity again, but unfortunately retrospective thinking will not change anything. I hope it will help as a guide for any of you wanting to study in China.
As I said earlier, June flew by for me. I had courses until the week of the 16th. My final presentations, all in the form of group projects, occurred during the first two weeks of the month. Most of these projects were not even begun until the end of May or early June thanks to both lack of information and procrastination. As one of the only native English speaker in my classes, I felt pretty desired; all of the projects/papers/presentations had to be completed in English. My first two finals came Thursday and Friday during the 3rd week of June. The next was Monday, followed by Thursday, with my hardest exam on the last Friday of the semester and 24 hours before I was to depart the country. Also, the US played Germany that Thursday night and since most of my closest friends were German, I couldn’t miss out on a little World Cup action. Shout out to Deutschland by the way, you’ve had my support since the beginning! (If you’ve ever discussed football with a German, you’ll appreciate how contagious it is.)
Having to leave campus less than 24 hours after my last final exam was disheartening. I tried going out to celebrate, but honestly I was in bed before midnight. I had been saying goodbye to friends for the weeks leading up to my departure, but I really didn’t have much time to be sad until I was on the plane home. Even then, I don’t think it hit me until I had been home for a week or two and realized I will probably never see most of them again. I am determined though and have already begun scheming to get to Europe. If you’re reading this, you know who you are- Germany, Switzerland, Norway, France, and Austria…
June was abrupt and stressful to say the least. But the icing to the cake came with my 40+ hour travel home. Yes, you read that correctly. I traveled for a little over 42 hours to get from my dorm in Shanghai to my bed in Alabama. I took a cab to the airport to catch a 13 hour flight from Shanghai to Vancouver, stayed busy through a 12 hour layover, caught a 5 hour flight to Toronto, twiddled my thumbs for 4.5 hours, flew to Atlanta in 3 hours, and finally made it home to North Alabama 4 hours later. Guys, I know it’s cheaper with long layovers- but do your selves a favor. 12 hours in an airport is excruciating, even if it is somewhere as gorgeous as Vancouver.
Inevitably, my semester abroad has changed me and caused me to reevaluate my long-term goals. After a semester of late night conversations about politics, economics, and cultural norms with individuals spanning all six of the inhabitable continents, it would be an understatement to say my vision of the future has changed. I discussed healthcare economics with a Norwegian, the struggles facing China’s PMI this year with the Shanghai branch manager of Endress and Hauser, post-WWII politics with a German and a Frenchman, and so much more. What has resounded most is an urgency to learn more and avoid the darkness of ignorance. I will admit I have begun toying with the idea of post-graduate education. Language comprehension and cultural immersion have become a major focus for my future. Following graduation, I plan to study several languages before ultimately pursuing a degree in international law. I plan to achieve my Chinese fluency goal, spend a year furthering my Spanish in either Guatemala or Colombia, and finally in Austria, Germany, or Switzerland reach a comfortable conversational level in German.
I am excited to begin this adventure, and I am so thankful for all of you who have supported me by reading this blog. I am actually writing this on a plane headed to Houston. My next adventure begins today as I head to Guatemala for a month! I hope you will all check out my new blog as I experience first-hand what economic struggles facing entrepreneurs in third-world countries.